uska saath uska pyar humare liye sab se important hota hai. pr hamesha jab hum kisi ko dil se apna maan lete hai to wo insan humari feelings ki kadar nhi krta. i am not sayng har relation aisa hota hai but it happened wid me.
once der a guy in my life he was my 1st love jab humara relation start hua. hum bahot pyar se rahte the i use to think he is a person changed my life nd filled my life with lots of love and joy but wid time jaise jaise relation chalta gya problms aane lagi. he used u talk u some other girls also nd iski muje thodi si bhi hint nhi thi.
Dhire dhire mera uske liye pyar badhta gya. wo mere liye mere mom dad meri family se zyada badhkar ho gya. apni mom ko hurt kiya maine uske liye. humare relation ko jab ek saal hone ko aaya muje apni family ke sath out station jana pada orissa.
mai bahut upset thi. mera usse dur jane ka bilkul maan nhi. muje kya pta tha ki shayad meri journey meri love journey ko bhi bilkul ek alag route me hi le jayegi. humari raat ki train thi. mai us raat bahut royi.
usse itna dur pehle baar ja rhi thi isiliye wha pahunchi hume orissa me 2mahine rukna tha. daily baat hoti thi meri jab uska call aata tha wo bolta tha jaan wapas aa jao tumhare bina maan nhi lagta. muje kya pta tha ki ye line uske liye sirf ek dailog thi.
wo jab jab muje aisa bolta. mai apni puri kosish krti wha se wapas aane ki but unfortunately tickets nhi ho pa rhi thi. dhire dhire 2 mahine khtm ho gye. mai wapas aayi on dat day i got a news from my friend dat ur boyfriend had another girlfriend.
i was shocked. mai us raat usko phone pr sirf yahi kaha kya galti thi meri ki tumne mere sath aisa kiya. humara relation tut gaya. den again after 2 or 3 months uska call aaya or wo bola ki en 3mahino me mai tumhari value samjh gya hu.
tumhare bina nhi reh skta. meri life me wapas aajao kya krti mai aakhir jaan se zyada pyar krti thi usko. 3 mahine din raat ro ro kr intzar kiya uska ab jab wo aaya to kaise jane deti maine bhi usko bol di.
i can't live without you. or hum fir se relation me aa gye yhi meri life me sabse badi galti thi. usko apni life me wapas se aane dena whi wo bahut ache se samjh gya tha ki mai kuch bhi kru khi bhi mu maaru ye ladki kbhi dur nhi ho payegi mujse.
or wo mere is pyar se fayada uthane laga. he used to abuse me kuch bhi bol deta tha. but mai sunti thi sochti thi. kbhi to mere pyar ko realise krega. but i was wrong aise krte krte 3 saal ho gye. now i was totally mad for him.
maine to uske sath ladai ho jane ke karn sucide tk krne ki kosish kr chuki hu. ye meri bewakufi thi, itne saal ke relation me jab bhi ladai hui maine har had tk ye kosish ki ki humara relation nhi tute but shayad ye ek din hona tha.
wo ye to mere orissa se aane ke baad hi ho jana chahiye tha but maine sirf apne pyar ke liye apna relation ghasita kabhi ye nhi sochi ye mai bahut bdi galti kr rhi hu. jo insan mujse pyar krta hi nhi uske liye apni life brbad kr rhi hu.
finally maine usko bahut samjaya. wo ye last ladai ke baad nhi mana. ab finally humara relation tut gaya bolte hai na kuch hota hai to ache ke liye hota hai. bhale hi uske baad hume dukh kyu na ho aaj humara break up hue 1 saal ho gye hai.
aur ab mere life me ek aisa ladka hai jisse sirf mai hi bahut pyar nhi krti hu. wo bhi mujse bahut pyar krta hai. friends kisi dusre insan ke liye kbhi apne mom dad ko kbhi hurt mt krna. ye glti kbhi mt krna jo maine ki thi.
i know aap log ye padh ke ye soch rhe hoge ye pagal hai. jo itna mari us ladke ke piche but jab kisise sacche dil se pyar hota hai. wo hum us insan ko kbhi khona nhi chahte har wo kosish krte hai usko change krne ke liye. maine bhi ki thi. but unfortunately mai nhi kr payi.
Submitted By - Payal
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