fir bhi aesa lagta tha ki life me kuch to kami hai. but kya vo jan ni paya me. din gujrte gaye and me apni life me etna masgul tha ki muje mere shaukh ke elava kuch ni sujta tha. smoking, drinking sab kuch karta tha but limit me.
fir mene ek din facebook account banaya and fir me daily use karne laga. kuch to baat thi esme jis ke karan ek habit si ho gayi thi ki daily ek time to apna account open karu and baat karu kisi se. q ki life me khush to tha but muje kisi ki jarurat thi jo mere sukh dukh me always mera sath de.
mere sath rahe. muje sambhale. fir me aaj bhi 3 years se jyada time ho gaya hai ki me daily facebook use kiye bina rah ni pata aur meri love story bhi suru hue yahi se. life me first time love huwa yaha facebook pe.
uska naam dipal tha. but usne kisi aur name se id banake use karti thi. ham log pahle kam bate karte the fir jese jese din bit te gaye ham dono close hote gaye and fir me ek din use milne ko kaha. pahle to mana kiya but bad me man bhi gae.
jab me use milne gaya mene kbhi ek time bhi dekha ni tha. muje pyar tha to uski bato se. me us ke har ek msg ko feel karta tha. kuch khash to ni but nice rahi first date hamari us ke bad 2 days ke bad vo surat aayi and mujse fir ek time mili.
us ke bad ham ek dusre se ek dam se close ho gaye. me use meri har ek bat share karne laga. vo bhi muje always pyar se and aache se hi bate karti thi. fir mene use propose kiya and usne yes kaha.
kuch din bad mene use shadi ke lia kaha to vo kahne lagi ya ham karenge but abhi ni kuch din bad. me uski har ek bat pe khud se bhi jyada trust karta tha. q ki me use apni jaan se bhi jyada pyar karta tha and aaj bhi karta hu.
but hamari love story kuch aur hi chahti thi. 10 month ke relation ke bad vo muje achanak se ignore karne lagi. na to mene use kuch kaha tha na koe bat ko lekar hamare bich ladai hue thi. mene bahut samjaya kaha pucha kya huva. achanak se kya ho gaya.
but usne batana jaruri ni samja aur usne mere se contact karna ek dam se band kar diya. aur mera to first love tha aur upar se facebook se so muje uska na address pata na aur na kuch. aur meri life me sab se bada twist tab aaya jab me us ke ghar pahucha.
mene uska jo contact number tha us se detail nikal vae and use kahe bina us ke ghar pahucha. and guys us ke ghar pahuchte muje vo sacchae jan ne ko mili jise mene kbhi sapne me bhi ni socha tha. uski mom and dad se mila me and unho ne bataya ki ye ladki hamari hi hai and eski 10 year pahle shadi ho gae hai. i am shock.
meri kuch bhi samaj me ni aaya tab aur jo tha mene us ke mom dad ko bataya and vaha se nikal aaya. uski ek 7 year ki beti bhi thi. ab me chah ke bhi kuch ni kar paya. kya karta mere mind me kuch ni samaj aa raha tha.
vo ladki jis pe mene apne aap se jyaa trust kiya meri puri life us ke name kardi and vo meri life puri tarah tabah kardi and etna hone ke bad bhi ek time ke liye sorry ni bola usne muje. muje ek year tak usne ek bhi sach ni bola tha.
yaha tak ki usne apna name bhi jutha bataya tha. aaj me apni life se etna upset ho chuka hu ki na to me job kar pa raha hu aur na kuch bhi. muje apni life se ajib si chid ho gae hai. ab me apne aap pe bhi trust nhi kr pa raha hu.
fir bhi me us ladki se aaj bhi utna pyar karta jitna muje sach ni malum tha tab karta tha. sab kahte bhul ja use vo teri ni hai na ho sakti. but ye baat me ni samaj pata aur na kbhi samaj paunga sayad. q ki me aaj bhi us ke bare me sochta hu.
us ke sath bitaye har ek pal me aaj bhi yaad karta hu aur ye my first love tha. jo mene dil se huva tha. kahna aasan hai bhul jao but jisne pyar kiya ho vo hi jaan pata hai ki pyar kya hota. me ab kya karu muje ni samaj aata guys plz help me and give me your reply aese time me muje sahi me kya karna chahiye plz reply.
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